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Right now I am chating with my friends who are in Singapore and Germany. They have already got a job for the internship program. I think I am the only one who still don't get anyjob everywhere. It's not that I don't want to look for it, but I am very confused to decide.

In Padang I can take language courses and I can study them everyday. If I find a place for my internship, I cannot study the languages T_T What should I do I really don't know.

My friend in Singapore said that I better go to Singapore in order to get more chances to work in a company there. I still confused, I am really really confused. I can't think neither make decision. It's just like my mind stop working. God please help me......

Maybe I should try go to Singapore, but to be honest I don't want to stop my language courses.huhuuu